ICE CREAM BAGO MATULOG!!

hmm... kapagod. kararating ko lang from the office at anong ginawa ko? sinaksak ang computer at pinindot ang power sabay upo sa harap ng monitor at nagtype ng multiply.com. ano ba??? ahaha!! dahil sa kaadikan ko hayan, kung ano ano na naman ang pumapasok sa isip ko! hayz! pagod na talaga ako! nonood lang ako ng isang vid ng Big Bang tapos matutulog ako hanggang 12 pm bukas! wahaha!! over sleep! hurray!! walang pasok! adik mode ulit ako!! ahaha!!

nakakpagod maging fan pero sobrang sulit ng lahat ng challenges. hindi ko rin maintindihan sarili ko eh. ahaha!! minsan gusto ko nang magsawa kaso masaya eh! wahaha!! kahit na napaka-out of this world ng mga ideas ko, actually natin, OK lang! kahit na napakaliit ng chance, OK lang. infairness, pagnagka-apo na tayo eto siguro yung mga moments na ikukwento ko. yung mga panahong naloka ang lola nyo sa lolo nyo! wahaha!! adik pa rin! wahaha!! kasi eh! buti na lang i'm only a year older kar GD! wahaha!! in Korean years naman pareho lang kami edad eh! wahaha!! kaya hintayin mo ko! pupunta din ako jan sa seoul! tatago ako sa luggage ng boss ko pag-uwi nya jan sa december! wahaha!! kaya ko naman ifold katawan ko eh. wahaha!! kasi eh! kasi! sa japan na nga lang! woohoo!! pesteng visa! sana open air na lang din ang seoul at tokyo! huhuhu!! T_T i wanna see Big Bang live!! in the flesh! as infront of me! wahaha!! as in within reach! wahaha!! tama na nga baka kung ano pa masabi ko!! sleep muna me! need to rest my mind!!




PARANG GUSTO KO NG ICE CREAM!!

BIG BANG BOYFRIEND!!

Our Boys were given different situations and below are their answers. Which Big Bang boyfriend would you want in these situations? (my comments on their answers are in black.)

1. When I fall and hurt myself

a. Choi Seung-Hyun, who gives me a piggy back ride to the hospital -> sige sweet yan, although makaluma na! wahaha!!
b. Kwon Ji-Yong, who makes fun of me because I fell -> i would probably have done the same. tapos tawanan to the max hanggang wala na yung pain.
c. Dong Young- Bae, who runs to go buys medication ->naku wrong move! never leave her alone dude!
d. Kang Dae-Sung, who helps me get home-> bahay talaga ang solusyon?
e. Lee Seung-Hyun, who asks if it hurts a lot and blows on the place where it hurts -> very cute actually!

2. When I say I want a name brand item

a. Choi Seung-Hyun, who buys a fake one and says later on, he’ll make it a real one ->funny but very creative
b. Kwon Ji-Yong, who pretends not to listen but buys it for me later -> very romantic, he likes to surprise people talaga. he'd do big things for the person he loves!!
c. Dong Young-Bae, who promises to buy me one once he makes more money -> aba masyadong under naman tong si YB
d. Kang Dae-Sung, who keeps saying not to buy expensive things -> practical naman ang tamang term!!
e. Lee Seung-Hyun, who keeps asking if he can buy me something else -> at least honest sya na hindi ka maiinis. wahaha!!

3. While watching a horror movie

a. Choi Seung-Hyun, who protects me -> if this is ah hug, manyakers din! wahaha!!
b. Kwon Ji-Yong, who quietly covers my eyes-> wahaha!! magtitigan na lang kami!! ahaha!!
c. Dong Young-Bae, who comforts me by saying there’s nothing to be scared of -> ahaha!! as if naman this would work! parang sagot ni YB pangkapatid o tatay. ahaha!!
d. Kang Dae-Sung, who holds my hand tightly-> ay infairness that works! dapat with matching eye to eye contact sabay smile!
e. Lee Seung-Hyun, who screams even before i scream -> ahaha!! tawa siguro kami ng tawa paglabas! ahaha!!

4. When my voice crack while singing

a. Choi Seung-Hyun, who pinches my cheek and says i’m cute -> palusot lang yan, pero the pinch would be painful! wahaha!!
b. Kwon Ji-Yong, who laughs at me -> i'll probably do the same, asaran kami! wahaha!! medyo mean din kasi ako sa mga nagiging BF ko. wahaha!! pucha made in heaven kami ah!
c. Dong Young-Bae, who gets even more embarrassed than me -> ano ba yan?? hidni proud! kahit walang dapat ika-proud. tsk! tsk!
d. Kang Dae-Sung, who pretends he didn’t hear it -> eto ang patay malisya!
e. Lee Seung-Hyun, who makes fun of me by imitating me -> i have to agree that this is cuteness!!

5. When his friend says he likes me

a. Choi Seung-Hyun, who says what are you trying to do and breaks ties with his friend -> super naman mag-isip toh. break ties kagad eh!
b. Kwon Ji-Yong, who goes up and punches his friend -> i'll definitely scold him. wahaha!! medyo masyadong irrational! wahaha!! i'll balance him!
c. Dong Young-Bae, who talks it out with his friend-> infairness tama sagot ni YB ngayon!
d. Kang Dae-Sung, who says he will introduce another girl to his friend -> tama! sometimes you have to try a different move din!
e. Lee Seung-Hyun, who stops talking to his friend -> parang same move lang din ni TOP toh eh! reneword lang!

6. When I’m mad at my boyfriend

a. Choi Seung-Hyun, who starts a serious talk by asking me if I’m mad -> well right move!
b. Kwon Ji-Yong, who says I’m sorry and says don’t be mad-> ahaha!! alam kagad na may mali sya! kasi i won't be mad for no reason at all!! ahaha!!
c. Dong Young-Bae, who sings to me -> sige daanin sa talent. ahaha!!
d. Dae-Sung, who makes me laugh-> naku it depends! kasi kung galit talaga hindi mo madadaan sa ganyan!
e. Lee Seung-Hyun, who does cute stuff around me -> pacute! same with dae dae, it depends

7. When my boyfriend meets my friends

a. Choi Seung-Hyun, who compliments me in front of my friends -> SUPER SIPSIP
b. Kwon Ji-Yong, who asks my friends to watch over our relationship -> love this, kasi he is asking for my friends blessings eh i put my friends first before BF. ahaha!!
c. Dong Young-Bae, who makes me feel good by complimenting my friends
d. Kang Dae-Sung, who makes my friends comfortable as if they were his friends -> gandang sagot! clap clap!
e. Lee Seung-Hyun, who asks my friends to consider him-> ahaha!! asks for blessings din, good boy!

8. On my birthday

a. Choi Seung-Hyun, who takes me some place expensive -> ahaha!! very romantic
b. Kwon Ji-Yong, who treats me better than other days-> haha!! i wonder how does he do it??
c. Dong Young-Bae, who makes me a special present-> oi hand made? very sweet
d. Kang Dae-Sung, who sings to me on a stage at a restaurant-> eh pamatay naman yang boses mo eh. wahaha!! talagang romantic yan!
e. Lee Seung-Hyun, who says happy birthday all day long cheerfully-> ahaha!! kuripot!! wahahaha!!

9. When we kiss

a. Choi Seung-Hyun, who hugs me tight first -> pwede na!
b. Kwon Ji-Yong, who just does it ->ahahaha!! yeah! wala nang paligoy ligoy pa! be honest with what you feel!
c. Dong Young-Bae, who asks first -> ahaha!! mahiyain talaga! parang naniniwala na ako na NGSB sya ah!
d. Kang Dae-Sung, who becomes awkward first-> ahaha!! mostly naman ganito eh!
e. Lee Seung-Hyun, who asks if I can give him a kiss on the cheek and turns his head when I’m about to kiss his cheeks -> ang cute! wahahaha!! baka himatayin si richel!!

10. When it’s raining and we only have one umbrella

a. Choi Seung-Hyun, who shares the umbrella but he ends up getting wet -> sa tangkad nya malamang mababasa parin sya!
b. Kwon Ji-Yong, who holds me really tight so both of us don’t get wet -> i love it. he would want me closer to him! wahaha!!
c. Dong Young-Bae, who give me the umbrella and he walks under the rain -> susme naman toh, paawa effect!
d. Kang Dae-Sung, who tells me to wait and go gets another umbrella-> ahaha!! masyadong practical tong si dae dae
e. Lee Seung-Hyun, who just tosses the umbrella and have both of us to walk in the rain -> super ok sana kung biglaan talaga! gandang moment, tpos kiss in the rain! para kay richel!! ahaha!!

11. When I say I want to break up

a. Choi Seung-Hyun, who lets me go, saying he’s sorry he didn’t do much for me ->gandang answer! ahaha!!
b. Kwon Ji-Yong, who is dumbfounded and says he never thought I would break off-> ahaha!! typical naman yan tsong! ahaha!!
c. Dong Young-Bae, who asks if he can hug me one last time -> sweet nito baka hindi mo na mabitawan! ahaha!!
d. Kang Dae-Sung, who says farewell and lets me go, crying -> baka mairita naman ako! ahaha!!
e. Lee Seung-Hyun, who clings and anxiously asks why I’m acting like this suddenly -> nice one! pagginawa toh kay richel naku hindi nasya makikipagbreak! ay wala nang break! wahaha!!

12. When we go to the amusement park

a. Choi Seung-Hyun, who suggests to ride what I want to ride -> good answer
b. Kwon Ji-Yong, who suggests to go to the haunted house first -> haha!! i wonder why! sa tunnel na lang tayo!! wahaha!!
c. Dong Young-Bae, who takes lots of pictures-> ano toh camhore??
d. Kang Dae-Sung, who eats this and that-> infairness food trip! yum!!
e. Lee Seung-Hyun, who forcefully takes me to scary rides -> ahaha!! you don't have to force richel! ahaha!!

13. When he is paying at a restaurant but has no money

a. Choi Seung-Hyun, who is sorry but asks if I could pay for now -> i'm considerate kaya ok lang. sana lang maydala din akong pera ah!
b. Kwon Ji-Yong, who grabs my hand and runs -> napakamovie like naman! wahaha!! pasaway talaga! ahaha!
c. Dong Young-Bae, who has them keep his belonging until he can pay -> ahaha!! sige ibigay mo pati damit mo, tignan ko lang kung hindi matuwa mga tao.
d. Kang Dae-Sung, who calls his friend to bring some money -> haha! ang pratical talaga ni dae dae
e. Lee Seung-Hyun, who is anxious and doesn’t know what to do -> medyo bata pa nga! nagpapanic kagad!

14. When I talk to another guy

a. Choi Seung-Hyun, who thinks it’s no big deal -> i'll give you points for that!
b. Kwon Ji-Yong, who tells me not to talk to other guys -> ahaha!! eh sa maganda yung GF eh! wahaha!! wala kokontra!
c. Dong Young-Bae, who can’t say anything but actually bothers him -> no silent treatment. sasabog ka lang pre!
d. Kang Dae-Sung, who is curious and sneakingly wedges in the conversation -> ahaha!! oo nga chismoso!
e. Lee Seung-Hyun, who later asks what we talked about-> straight tanong nalang diretso eh! wahaha!!

15. When he can’t reach me through the phone

a. Choi Seung-Hyun, who says he’s worried -> quite sweet!
b. Kwon Ji-Yong, who comes to my house right away -> wow! kakakilig naman yun! ahaha!!
c. Dong Young-Bae, who lets it by, thinking something must have happened-> medyo weird kalako concerned ka? wahaha!!
d. Kang Dae-Sung, who calls until I pick up-> eh pano kung hindi parin? tsk tsk! tamas!
e. Lee Seung-Hyun, who gets mad because I didn’t pick up -> ahaha!! medyo childish pa!

16. When I tell him I love him

a. Choi Seung-Hyun, who whispers in my ear that he loves me -> ahaha!! mahiyain! ayaw ipagsigawan!
b. Kwon Ji-Yong, who kisses me -> action speaks louder than words! yun lang!
c. Dong Young-Bae, who hugs me without saying a word -> pwede na! parang nanalo sa lotto noh!
d. Kang Dae-Sung, who smiles, embarrassed -> ahaha!! wakwents!
e. Lee Seung-Hyun, who hugs me tightly, saying he loves me too-> pwede na!

17. When we’re shopping

a. Choi Seung-Hyun, who says it’s boring and wants to go home already -> ahaha!! ordinary!
b. Kwon Ji-Yong, who picks out clothes for me-> saya toh! ikutin natin yung buong mall!! ahaha!!
c. Dong Young-Bae, who does everything I want to do-> under ka ba talaga dude??
d. Kang Dae-Sung, who impatiently follows me around-> umuwi ka na lang!!
e. Lee Seung-Hyun, who enjoys shopping more than I do -> haha!! ay enjoy toh! lalo na for a shopaholic like me! wahaha!!

18. When I act cutely (like a kid)

a. Choi Seung-Hyun, who thinks I’m cute and hugs me-> older brother?
b. Kwon Ji-Yong, who says I’m not doing it right and shows an example -> laugh trip talaga!!
c. Dong Young-Bae, who tells me to do that everyday-> ano ko comedian??
d. Kang Dae-Sung, who just laughs-> wakwents!
e. Lee Seung-Hyun, who copies me-> ahaha!! laugh trip din!

19. When we get held up by a gang

a. Choi Seung-Hyun, who fights them -> sige kung kaya mo ah!
b. Kwon Ji-Yong, who grabs my hand and runs -> pratical answer! ayoko din namang masaktan ka! wahaha!!
c. Dong Young-Bae, who makes an effort to clear things out -> wala nang effect yan!!
d. Kang Dae-Sung, who calls the cops-> malamang paktay na yun gurl! oh dinala na kung saan!! naku! ano ka ba?

e. Lee Seung-Hyun, who leaves me and runs away -> OMG!!

TRANSLATION CREDIT: 1tymforyomind and bigbangnyuh @SOOMPI

BASTA SAKIN KILALA NYO NA! AHAHA!!

tuloy ba kayo SG??

mga bruha!! tuloy ba kayo?? ano sasakyan nyo??? i mean anong airlines ah! tiger airways ba o PAL? s kasi mukang hindi naman kami tuloy ng ate ko sa bohol baka sa inyo na lang ako sumama! wahaha!! balitaan nyo naman ako! cge na please!! bigyan nyo naman ako info!! hehe!! thank you!!

OT Mode

haha!! it's time i finish my work! dami ko pang pending reports nakelangan tapusin. although sisilip-silip ako dito sa multiply. pero kahit OL yung status ko baka hindi ako gaanong makapagparticipate dahil alang headset dito. makanood man ako ng vid, silent naman. wahaha!! adik! mag-OOT ako ngayon at tom. sana hindi ako mabigla! wahaha!! sana hindi ako mabore! wahaha!!

Achieving Happiness

Have you ever been ask "are you happy?" Me? Countless times! And every time I answered yes, it's always because of a different reason. It's kind of funny from an outsider's point of view but once you know the person you'll definitely know why.

I read this short sort of quotes from my mail.

"The happiest people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the best of everything they have."

Isn't that right? Do you remember when someone says, "Ang babaw naman ng kaligayahan mo!" Do you get pissed of? Or maybe be embarrassed?? Don't be! We definitely have the right to be happy with what ever we have. Whether it's a new shirt you bought for 50 pesos or a new toy that cost you your salary or a new found hobby like watching YB's Pray MV, it's all up to you.

Don't let anyone tell you what to do because you are the only one who can make yourself happy. Remember what Chun wrote in his blog, "Happiness is the journey not the destination." You see, if you have dreams you want to achieve, it's not the moment you achieved them that you will remember the most but the hardship you went through to get them and realizing how strong you are in the end.

Just do it now! No more fearing that others won't accept you. It starts with accepting yourself first!

True Love...

True love is neither physical, nor romantic.

True love is an acceptance of all that is, has been, will be, and will not be.

Do I need to explain further???

make the first move

I'm definitely confuse. One moment I was in an emo mode, next thing I know I'm smiling. I need to get my head check. Ahaha!! By the way, I really am concerned with myself. I'm not being vain. What I meant was I kept seeing this old man by the Buendia MRT Station and I feel bad everytime I see him. Why? Because he would sit a the cold flooring wearing tattered clothes beging for alms. It's been a while now. I guess ever since I started riding to and from Buendia station. So I decided to do a little project for him. My own only. Well I started with giving him some money awhile ago. Actually I don't like doing that because that just nurtures lazyness, but seeing that it is an old man already. That made me lighter some how. I always burden myself with these kinds of thoughts. Last time I saw a mother and child with hydro something, can't remember the sickness. I looked but I moved away. In the end the jeepney I was riding got flat tire. Haha!! If your bothered, just do it! Don't wait for anything to happen. Make the first move!

Now, in case you haven't notice, this has been my first post without mentioning BB since i can't remember when! Hahaha!! I guess they don't occupied the whole of my mind! Wahaha!!

am I?

hmm.. am i? am i addicted?? hope not much! but if ever then, congrats! your the first, well actually nth guyz i fell in love with! ahaha!! need to work hard for you guys! fighting!! ahaha!!!

i can't breathe

why? why oh why?? YB you don't need to show your damn hotness!! my gawd we already know it! you better stop it or it's drool fest for all the ladies out there. ahaha!!

Tae Yang's Pray MV makes you wanna pray you fly! Fly to Seoul right now! Was it just me did his chiseled body got even firmer and bigger?? hmp! Those six packs should be illegal!! wahaha!! Ok, may be not illegal but strictly for VIPs only! nyahaha!! just kidding again!

I wonder, will i ver stop watching it?? hahaha!!

sino ba sya??? wag na sya!!!

sino ba si J? naiinis ako! ikaw yung sumulat ng this love pero bat sinama mo pa si J? ayaw mo ng L? parang J din naman baliktad nga lang! ahaha!! nabaliw na naman ako! kainis kasi eh! pinakinggan ko ulit yung this love at ayun narinig ko nga! sabog ah! talagang huminto ako habang nakikinig ako!

huhuhu!! yung isa nga may ahsa este alam nyo na yun! wahaha!! buti na lang wala na yan si J. hindi ako makakapayag na masaktan ka pang ulit! wahaha!! hintayin mo kasi ako! para hindi ka na nag-oover acting jan sa shooting! ahaha!! isipin mo na lang ako pagginawan nyo ng MV yung "Lady" ah! wahaha!!

PS: ang mang-aasar pangit! wahaha!!

GD's turn!

I have to comment on GDragon's story. It wasn't as complete as YB's but still very inspiring. It reminds me when I get frustrated and sometimes I tend to let it out on innocent people. Must be really frustrating to take such responsibility. He's mom was such a nice person. She was very thoughtful and kind to all the boys. And she said something to GD that is definitely true! Sometimes when we are not in a good mood we tend to cause others unhappiness too. For whatever cause us sadness we must learn to keep on smiling! So GD keep on smiling!!! It was really nice when he gathered all the members and they did harmonize. It was a victory not only for Big Bang but for all the fans out there! Aja G-Dragon!! Fighting!!

qoutes

I'm through watching the YBGD's tribute vid. It was fun watching it. And the quotes were very memorable. One of those that I really love is,

"It is one of the blessings of old friends that you can afford to be stupid with them."

-Ralph Waldo Emerson

Ha! It is so true. My frhfamily definitely proved this!

Before I go to sleep..

I've finally watch YB's My Story. It was very touching. I didn't knew he used to clean the studio. He's only 13, yet he would do such sacrifices for his dreams. A guy like that is definitely incredible.

YB, you deserve the blessings you have received. Not only have you work so hard but you have it. You have the "innate talent" you seem to doubt a lot. Just believe in yourself. No need to please everyone. Do what makes you happy! Good luck! Aja!!

Success!!

Yehey!! Success ang pagconvert ko ng video ng Big Bang! Napeplay ko na sya sa cellphone ko! Weeee!! If you want it guyz, just tell me! Marunong naman ako magshare! Wahaha!! Thanks to all my sources! Weee!! You know who you are! Ahaha!!

Na Sobrahan!!

"Hoy lae! 5:30 na! Gising na! Kala ko ba maaga ka?!"

"Ha? Hindi nag-alarm phone ko!" Tayo bigla sabay kuha ng towel. Tapos takbo pababa, ligo!

Ayan! Ayan ang kagagawan ng paghingi ko ng Big Bang songs! Wahaha!! Kung nabasa nyo yung previous entry ko, sabi ko pahinging "Next Day" ni Seung Ri at "A Fool's Tear" kasi masarap pakinggan pagmatutulog na ako. At ayun pinakinggan ko nga! Ang problema nasobrahan naman ako sa sarap ng tulog at late na ako nagising. Na low bat na pala yung phone ko sa kaka-alarm! Ng tokwa yan oh! Hehehe!! Pero kahit papano masaya pa rin ako! Wahaha!!!

No More Complaining

Hmmm... Another one from my crazy mind. I've been wanting to put this one up but I've been busy with a lot of stuffs lately and right now as now is the only time I remembered it.

No more complaining. You read that right. I'm avoiding complaining! I don't want to complain no more. As much as possible I won't complain about anything. OK! I realized that complaining doesn't do anything good for anybody. Mostly, what it does is create an even bigger problem. It provokes issues and difference. It creates chaos, especially for those commuters in MRT. wahaha!! I told myself I won't talk about it anymore but maybe I need to share it with you guys.

I love MRT. But I partially don't like the commuters. I don't need to describe who you are. You know what you do when you're there. And that's exactly my point. You already know that it can get messy when your ride the MRT during the rush hour. It's like war out there! And yet you still complain. Look, if you don't want to be hit by strangers I suggest you find another way of travelling because the MRT are only for those with guts. As in guts to get stress out by others. Although it hurts, you can't complain. Everday, that's the course life there. Unless you can change them then I'll support you. But since you can't stop complaining. It's already noisy and hot inside, we don't need an additional noise pollution. Again if you can't take it then back out. Simple as that!

Need Help!!

Sinong merong mp3 ng song ni Seung Ri na "Next Day"?? Pahinge naman!! Tsaka pati na lyrics!! Wahaha!! Gusto ko mapakinggan yun ng walang babaeng nagtitilian. Wahaha!! Yung copy ko kasi galing sa concert nila! Eh trip kong pampamtulog yan! Sarap kasi ng sounds kahit hindi ko naiintindihan yung kanta! Pati na rin yung "A Fool's Tear" nila!! Thank you!! Muawh!

wala akong maisip na title...

It's really hard not to accept this feeling.
Even if people will judge its authenticity.
I just can't keep it any longer.
It's breaking me over and over again

How do I make this a reality?
Should I cross the ocean?
Would it be worthy?
Why do I doubt this?

I know it's real.
But what about you?
I know it'll break my heart.
Either way I'm already broken inside.

Is it this hard?
Why so complicated?
Can't things be simple?
Too much to take.

I am happy to see you
Yet I longer for something else.
I wish it would stop.
So I could let you go.


~Sinong nagtype nito?? Naku napossess ako!! ~

wish ko lang!

나는 당신을 보는 것을 바란다.
나는 당신 인 것을 바란다.
당신이 나의 소원을 전부 수여하는 경우에! 사랑해요!!

wala na pong kokontra! from the bottom of my heart yan!

eto yung tinutukoy ko...

eto yung dahilan bat sya natawag na totoy ng officemate ko. wahaha!! muka bang totoy yan?? of course! eh ang cute cute nya jan oh! it's like i want two, i mean both. kasi i want the teddy bear and HIM! grabe ang gwapo kahit hindi kita yung buong face nya! grabe! i wanna hug him!! wallpaper ng phone ko toh!

Totoy ba??

Hmmm... I don't care! Muka ka daw totoy?? Naku! Angelic face ka lang talaga! Siguro kaya you decided to get that do so you could be identified with the bad boy persona! Eh kaso magsmile ka lang wala na! Back to being cute and boy-next-door look ka! Ahaha!!

Di bale, whatever hair styles you do I still love you! Hahaha!! Ang kulit noh?!?

WATCH THIS! laugh trip talaga!!

I was browsing AF's forum and I found this link in GD's thread posted by ella. very funny! i almost fell from my seat laughing. it's haru-haru parody. here is the link. haha!! enjoy!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XawZiPC9JOk

Thank you!

I can't help it! Congratulations to YG Entertainment for forming and managing Big Bang. since they were hand pick by the YG boss, I just wanna say you really have an eye for star worthy persons. Hahaha!! Big Bang is really a great group. The difference of their voices and talents when combined just produce a Big Bang of experience. It's been a long time since I've seen good looking guys who actually has passion for my genre. It's usually pop although I have nothing against that. Ahaha!! YG is really lucky for having Big Bang and vice versa since YG really did made a lot of efforts for Big Bang. Congrats to both and more power!!

why oh why?

I can't help it. He isn't exactly what we call handsome yet I can't get over admiring him. He is cute but I don't think that's it. I really think there's more to him than good looks and talent. I found personality. He had this good boy look yet he opted to cultivate his bad boy attitude. I'm not sure if it's because he's broken hearted or what, but I think it's real. Not just a phase that most of us go through, rebellious moments i guess.

Look down, you'll see a very boyish GD (I don't like using JiYong, it reminds me of my boss' name!!). Very far from the new look that he chose. Still I love him! Opsss!! OK! I do! I love him so much! Hahaha!! I love them both guys! You know what I mean! I love both groups! And I'll always support them in their endeavours! Ha!!

totoo pala!!!

aba! totoo pala yung naisip ko eh! yung tili tili moments dun sa concert ng Big Bang! pinanood ko yung my girl ni tae yang na live sa "the great" concert nila. hala! galit yata at pinunit ang damit! tapos may rain effect! shemay lumabas ang katawan! ahaha!! ayoko lang yung gurl nakapareha nya! sana hindi ganoon yung pinasuot sa kanya! masyadong nakakapangtaas ng kilay! ahaha!!

mahanap nga ulit yung lalala! dun kasali yung shirt lifting moment eh! nyahaha!!

LIES english version!!!

Kasi love ko rin yung LIES ng Big Bang. Eh nabasa ko na my English version toh sa wiki. Baka meron kayong mp3 na maiisheshare nyo sakin!! Enge!! PaDL naman!! Ty!!

:)

Si Tae Yang nasa office!!!

naku! naku! naisip ko lang out of nowhere eh kung natulog yung GDYB eh parang Bowow at Omarion labas nila ah. infairness gusto ko yung collaboration nila dun sa kantang Let Me Hold You. Ahaha!! at may nabasa pa ako, comment sya sa youtube, vid yun ni Tae Yang nakumakanta sya ng Tryna' ni Omarion which happens to be my favorite eh, sabi kamuka nya daw si Omarion. Alam ko sa katawan, medyo yata. ahaha!! adik ako! pero sa looks ndi ah! ahaha!!

speaking of looks, may kamuka si Tae Yang sa office!! wahaha!! windang betsy! tumbling! nyahaha!! pero chubby version sya! wahaha!! adik ba??

*current listening to "My LADY" este "MY GIRL" pala!!! hihihi!!

kilig! kilig!!!

I'm so touch! Grabe kakakilig naman!! *kahit ako lang ang nag-iisip ng ganito!!* Ahaha!! Ginawan pa nila ako ng kanta!!!

OK! Sabog ako! Dito kasi ako sa office nasa blogspot ko imbes na sa multiply sana ako at nanood ng vids ng big bang!! *sa cellphone ko kasi andun yung vids ng FRH!!* Hahaha!! O di ba?!? Kumpleto ako! Nyahaha!!

Pero kinikilig talaga ako!! May kanta ang Big Bang na "Lady." Nyahaha!! Para ba sakin toh?!? Ako lang naman ang LADY na lady lang talaga yung name. Yung iba may kahalo pa eh! Ahaha!!

Ano na naman tong ginagawa ko?? Make up classes?? Teka, di ba nagwowork na ako?? Eh bat may make up classes pagnag-absent ka?? Ahaha!! Adik talaga tong company namin!! Kung di ko lang gusto mga tao dito eh! Ahaha!!!

Take note, samin pagnag-absent ka you need to make up for it on Saturday. Ahaha!! Make up classes kung baga!! Hayz!! Kaartehan na naman yan!!!

tama na! tama na!!

at anong ginagawa ko?? nasa ygbigbang.com na naman ako!! ano ba?? sana wag nila mahuli sa office!! nag-oopen ako ng wikipedia para makita ng fahrenehit, ngayon naman big bang! ano ba?? itigil na tong kabaliwan na toh!! kasi si GDragon eh! ayan tulo ang kadikan ko kumakalat na naman!! ahaha!!

TILI! CGE TILI PA!!

OK! so anong issue?? ahaha!! wala naman masyado, except that everytime I'll listen to big bang's mp3 na live concert eh lagi na lang may tumitiling mga gurls. and guess what kung ano pumapasok sa isip!! vane!! shirt lifting moment!! lalo na pagnaririnig ko na yung "real shit" na ewan kung na sa lyrics nga ba ng lalala! ahaha!!

at ayun nga! everytime tuloy naiinggit ako sa mga nakapanood ng concert nila kahit yung live performance lang. shemay talaga. kasi bat ba yun yung pumapasok sa isip ko! ahaha!! bat ba bigla akong nagkaganito.

at eto pa! pucha! napapasayaw na lang ako lagi. ang hirap magpigil ah! ahaha!! napapakanta pa ako! pinipigilan ko na nga kasi eh nakakahiya pa naman sa office. alam pa naman nilang may sakit ako. nyahaha!! alam ko naman ang solusyon lang eh wag ko na silang pakinggan pero sila aside from FRH, of course, ang nagpapagaan ng araw ko lalo na pagboring moments! ahaha!!

hala sige! wala na! paktay na!

At ano na naman tong ginagawa ko?? Nag-DDL muna talaga ako ng Big Bang bago matulog!! Ano ba?? Ang lakas talaga ng hatak sakin ng Big Bang ah! Sobra na ito ah! And to think kapangalan ng boss ko si GDragon!! Nawindang ako kasi wapakels ako kay boss. Tapos koreano nga pala sya noh!! Kaya siguro binigyan ako ng memo kasi taiwanese lang daw pinapansin ko before. ahaha!! Ano kaya magiging reaction nya pagnarinig nya tong mga mp3 ko! wahaha!!

Hayz! Thanks richel! kahit hindi mo naalala! kinuwentohan mo ako about them! Betsy thank you s amga downloadables mo! ahaha!! kulang na lang eh iDL ko lahat! kay julz! ty din! may bago na akong sources! ahaha!! keis! hala sige ok lang magtaksil! actually hindi pagtataksil yun! ahaha!! sabihin na nating pinagbibigyan lang natin silang lahat! wahaha!! oh ha? oh ha??

HINDI AKO TAKSIL!!!

nope! i'm not! masama bang tuming sa iba? eh hindi pa naman kami officially?!? ahaha!! oh windang kayo noh?!?!

i'm talking about BIG BANG! yes! naadik ako sa kanila ngayon!! napaka crucial daba? ahaha!! and it started the next night after jiro's birthday celebration. sisihin nyo si richel! ahaha!! R&B pa kasi genre nila eh! dibale kung alternative din papatosin ko din siguro! nyahaha!!

but really, the moves? pamatay!! tapos kinanta pa ni tae yang yung incomplete. hello??? incomplete is one of my fave songs!! tapos pati yung u got it bad ni usher! ano beh? lahat na lang ah! pero sa smile ni gdragon ako na tunaw! i mean ewan ko ba! ahaha!! baka starstruck na naman ako pagnakita ko sya in person like what happened to me sa CC event. tapos sobrang impress ako kasi he writes songs. actually impressive silang lahat! i mean hindi lang talaga looks with talent pa! ahaha!!

but of course i'll remain loyal! loyal to the first guys, since vic zhou that is, conquered my heart. nyahaha!! my drama pa! and besides, if it wasn't for fahrenheit i wouldn't have met the frhfamily then i wouldn't have met big bang! bow!

grrr.... so what kung absent ako??

what the heck am i doing? i didn't went to the office today because i was so damn tired and i just got home at 3 am due to getting stranded for 7 hours at north ave. and guess what my boss replied after i texted him of what happened. he replied, "i got home 2 am too" i didn't know what to react. i didn't felt it was sympathy. for me it's more like he was mocking me. well whatever dude! i did work my ***. don't tell me that my reasons aren't valid. let see you try going to the office at 9 am when you went home at 2 in the morning. damnit! at times like this i wish i wasn't employed. damn! i could resign anytime i want! i'm earning 6k a month without lifting a finger. i can start my own business anytime i want. but i'm not bragging those to you but don't you think it's quite unfair on my part. if you don't think that being stranded without food for 7 hours is not a valid reason for not coming to the office then i dare you to fire me. i'm waiting for it!

at times like this i really want to resign! convergy's and nco already offered contracts to me before and their compensation is way better. aside from that i don't need to wake up 4 before my shift starts because their one hour away from my home. so don't think i need the money. i accepted the job because i wanted to learn how it is the marketing department, not just the sales. i gave you tons of ideas and i made good publicity for the brand. i cracked my brain trying to understand korean. yet just for missing one day, i have to be mocked? really i'm not threatening of leaving but if provoke i will.