i just came from a vacation but i already am missing a lot of people or rather i'm down and wish i could be with my B3! ewan ko bat ganito? siguro nga masyado akong madrama minsan. ay wala naman kasi akong major problem. take note ah! i don't consider my being a BUM as a major problem. ok so maybe i'm partially afraid that i won't get hired when i applied. but partially afraid that i WILL GET HIRED if i applied. nakakaloka noh! both of those are my reasons why i'm stalling my job application. bruha talaga ako! i can't continue living with the interest of my investments. as time goes by, it won't be enough anymore. baliw nga talaga ako!
finally i admitted the truth! takot akong DI MATANGGAP at takot din akong MATANGGAP! ano ba lae? make up your mind! nakakatawa! most of the time i'm not confuse when it comes to other people's problem. pero bakit pagdating sakin parang wala akong magawa? confuse as always and all i can do is hope for the best! i don't regret resigning! that's something na i know i did right. maybe not in the most professional way but it was a right move to leave. and besides, i'm only turning 22 next year! there's still a long way for me to pursue my dream. magkakatrabaho ako alam ko yun! it's just that i don't wanna rush things anymore. tama na yung finorce ko yung sarili ko to continue with my past job. siguro nga quitting are for losers. well quitting that job loss me about 9k a month but atleast my mind is a little healthier.
hay, problema ba talaga kung wala akong trabaho? ndi naman talaga big deal sya sakin. pero tao lang ako! i have fears. give me some credit from breaking a habit. i think that is my problem. i can easily break from a habit. i can easily stop playing ORPGs as i can easily avoid eating sweets or i can easily avoid spending money. wala naman talaga akong routine. and that's why i don't want to have a job. everything turns into a routine! ayokong maprogram ang buhay ko! i know i'm smart and i should know better, pero eto talaga ako eh! i have a thirst for originality anf uniqueness. i'm a risktaker... still i have to plan my life around the people i love. i can't askthem anything more. enough na yun mga nagawa nila sakin! enough na yung alam ko mahal nila ako! but of course i hope they'll understand me. i'm not perfect, i never want to be perfect. all i want to be is me, a happy me.
finally i admitted the truth! takot akong DI MATANGGAP at takot din akong MATANGGAP! ano ba lae? make up your mind! nakakatawa! most of the time i'm not confuse when it comes to other people's problem. pero bakit pagdating sakin parang wala akong magawa? confuse as always and all i can do is hope for the best! i don't regret resigning! that's something na i know i did right. maybe not in the most professional way but it was a right move to leave. and besides, i'm only turning 22 next year! there's still a long way for me to pursue my dream. magkakatrabaho ako alam ko yun! it's just that i don't wanna rush things anymore. tama na yung finorce ko yung sarili ko to continue with my past job. siguro nga quitting are for losers. well quitting that job loss me about 9k a month but atleast my mind is a little healthier.
hay, problema ba talaga kung wala akong trabaho? ndi naman talaga big deal sya sakin. pero tao lang ako! i have fears. give me some credit from breaking a habit. i think that is my problem. i can easily break from a habit. i can easily stop playing ORPGs as i can easily avoid eating sweets or i can easily avoid spending money. wala naman talaga akong routine. and that's why i don't want to have a job. everything turns into a routine! ayokong maprogram ang buhay ko! i know i'm smart and i should know better, pero eto talaga ako eh! i have a thirst for originality anf uniqueness. i'm a risktaker... still i have to plan my life around the people i love. i can't askthem anything more. enough na yun mga nagawa nila sakin! enough na yung alam ko mahal nila ako! but of course i hope they'll understand me. i'm not perfect, i never want to be perfect. all i want to be is me, a happy me.
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