My 2008

What have I done this past 2008? A LOT! And the highlight? Would have to be my FAN GIRL moments. I won't deny it! I am happy being a fan girl! Why?

I would have to say, it kept me sane this year. Same as the previous years. It just so happen, this year I'm no longer a closet fan girl! I'm a SELF CONFESS FANGIRL!! And what better way to do that by joining a FANCLUB! Yes I did! I joined Fahrenheit Family Pinas! Which lead me to having so many wonderful friends! Eventually they became my second family! I attended 6 EB so far and I'm loving every second of it. I haven't missed a single EB every since I joined! It's just too much fun and not seeing my "family" and catching up on them is missing a lot!!!

Eventually my crazy moments led from one to another! One of them was July 12, inside ABS-CBN compound. Two handsome Taiwanese idols came out and shook the whole place! I was so torn between looking at Chun and Calvin! I can't decide which is more handsome! Hahaha!! The "family" knows I'm a CHONGKIES but Mr. Sunshine just stunned me so much I was practically silent every time I looked at him! But that wasn't just it! That night, we literally STALKED them! I know stalking is bad and I shouldn't be proud of it but we just wanted a chance. It's not like I was proposing to the guy!! It was hair raising heart pumping moment! I never dreamed of doing it my self but it was definitely fun! And both guys were so friendly you can help but get attracted even more!

And more HEAVEN moments came in! Eventually I discovered Big Bang through my friends!! I have to say this is the HIGHLIGHT! It started out as an innocent curiosity by watching an MV of Last Farewell (english version) in YT and the rest is history! Now I have every all their songs in my MP3 player and I even have some of their vids in my phone! But aside from that my life is now bonded with B3! Every time we are together, me and my BITCHES make heads turn! We didn't mean to, except people are too curious why we scream and laugh out loud! We are indestructible specially when we're together. So reminder, never mess with the Bitches!

2008 is the year my life took a 360 degree turn! I'm happy even if I'm jobless. life is too short to deny yourself of the little things in life.

THE BEST THINGS IN LIFE ARE FREE!!

killing me softly!

letcheng KBS! you're killing me softly!! i wanna watch them perform yet you didn't even let me have a glimpse at them! why?













i haychu!!

SBS Gayo, live streaming last night!

kagigising ko lang. naghilamos pa lang ako para magising na ako ng tuluyan! syete kasi yang SBS GAYO na yan!!! akala ko talaga wala na akong pag-asang makapanood kasi naman! buffering for 800 years noh!! adik! bigla ba namang nagcomplete ang buff! at ayun nakita ko si Seung Ri kasama si Tae Yeon!!! Hala! Biglang nagstop!! Super choppy ng reception! nawawalan na ako ng gana manood! biglang may 2 na piano! Shet! Don't wanna try yun ah! Biglang naghang! Letch! sige irestart! huhuhu!! naririrnig ko si Xiah! pero ndi gumagalaw yung vid! @$#%#$% talaga!! Text ko si Karibs!! Awwww!!

eto na lang talaga ang pag-asa ko! Thank GOD!! tumaas yung buffer ko to 502% at yes ang linaw ng panood ko. ndi na kasing choppy before!! napanood ko ng malinaw ang perf ng WG ng Nobody! at ang galing nila! i love their look! panalong panalo! sexy without looking like slut! haha!! Biglang na akong nagtatalon! Si GD at TOP na! Potah! Sorry for the words! Ang perf nila with chocolate syrup ah! and my gawd!!! JiYong's Hair is back!!!! i think kaya nya tinatakpan eh kasi surprise nya yun sa GAYO!! and i almost fell from my seat! FAN GIRL kung FAN GIRL! wapakels sa mama at uncle ko na nakakakita sakin mangisay at maghihiyaw!! Naloka pa ako kasi si YB parang gusto pumunta ng stage! Memorize ang kanta!! Hahaha!! nakakatuwa! ang gwapo talaga ni JiYongie ko!!

After that, si krags yung nagperf bumaba yung buffer ko! kaya nainis tuloy ako sa kanya! ndi ko naman pwede iswitch ng channel kasi noh live streaming lang naman toh, pero as in bumaba to 30% yung buffer ko. muka naman nga akong sira nagchachant ng "higher BUFFER, higher!!" ano toh Deal or No Deal? adik lang eh! ahahaha!! Then pinakita yung mga host si Ye Jin at the other guy, sorry ndi ko memorize name nya, lang pinakita! "Where's Dae Dae?" I thought. Biglang may light bullb sa ulo ko!! BIG BANG NA!!!! And syet! ang intro vid! SWAT team!! Panalo talaga! ang entrance ba naman sa stage eh via Van yung pangSWAT team talaga! letch akala ko sa vid pa rin, biglang lumabas sila! ay stage na!! then the music played and all i can say is "OH AH OH!!!" eto yung song nagugustong gusto makita ni karibs is perform ng BB, at yan natupad na! although ndi full version, mas nakakawindang naman yugn sumunod!! "I'm Strong Baby! Crack! Crack! Crack!" letche! bigla akong natigilan!!! Ang GWAPO NI SEUNG RI!!! NICE HAIR TALAGA!! For sure si Vicky nangingisay nung pinapanood nya yan! haha!! adiktus! At take note! akala ko si GD ang mag-rarap, ay sinolo nya lahat! It made me think tuloy na sya nga rin yung nagrap sa studio version, yung nasa album. At nang matapos si V, WE WERE ALL IN HEAVEN!! (until now) 24/7 my heaven! Shet, their in white jackets, at ang fur ni Yong Yong ay umaapaw! as in! haha!! ayaw nya sa fur! haha!! thank you Lord for giving me a good reception! as in kala ko baba yung buffer ko kasi baka biglang dumagsa yung manonood. buti na lang late sila nagsi dagsa! after na nang perf nila! haha!!

sobrang saya ko! i was almost crying! tears of joy kung baga! wala na nga akong pake sa mama at uncle ko nasinisigawan ako na itigil na daw toh. hay! this just made my resolve stronger! I won't die without watching their (BIG BANG) concert. Really, i wanna see them!

after watching them, sinunod si Rain! at ang letcheng Rain, 2nd perf nya yung Rainism, potek na dila yan! hoy!! itago mo yan! ndi tuloy kami nakahinga! dito medyo nagchoppy na! pero yung last number nya yung DEADS moment ko, "love story!" Biglang naghang! potek!! ang naabutan ko na lang eh naliligo si Rain sa stage! nyeta!!!

Pero ndi pa jan natatapos ang kawalang hiyaan ng SBS GAYO! Isunod daw ba ang DBSK!! at pucha! bat nakakulong si Xiah sa glass!! pero Wrong Number yung kanta! kala ko Mirotic eh! haha!! At ayun after ng "reset reset!' Naging choppy! Letch! Restart ng window! Hay ayun umayos, pero ang buffer bumaba!! ang adik! Biglang rap part na ng Mirotic? Ay iniba lang pala nila yung version nila! haha!! biglang "i got you.... under my skin"? nabingi ba ako! text si karibs! letch! kinig ulit! UNDER MY SKIN nga!! ang patunay? nagpakita ng skin!!! haha!!! mga adik!!!

buti na lang after nila dumating yung ate ko! ndi ko na pinanood si BOA! haha!! pinalayas na din naman ako sa comp eh! haha!! MASAYA talaga ako! letcheng SBS Gayo yan! hirap talaga ako huminga kagabi! nakakabaliw!!

a happy me

i just came from a vacation but i already am missing a lot of people or rather i'm down and wish i could be with my B3! ewan ko bat ganito? siguro nga masyado akong madrama minsan. ay wala naman kasi akong major problem. take note ah! i don't consider my being a BUM as a major problem. ok so maybe i'm partially afraid that i won't get hired when i applied. but partially afraid that i WILL GET HIRED if i applied. nakakaloka noh! both of those are my reasons why i'm stalling my job application. bruha talaga ako! i can't continue living with the interest of my investments. as time goes by, it won't be enough anymore. baliw nga talaga ako!

finally i admitted the truth! takot akong DI MATANGGAP at takot din akong MATANGGAP! ano ba lae? make up your mind! nakakatawa! most of the time i'm not confuse when it comes to other people's problem. pero bakit pagdating sakin parang wala akong magawa? confuse as always and all i can do is hope for the best! i don't regret resigning! that's something na i know i did right. maybe not in the most professional way but it was a right move to leave. and besides, i'm only turning 22 next year! there's still a long way for me to pursue my dream. magkakatrabaho ako alam ko yun! it's just that i don't wanna rush things anymore. tama na yung finorce ko yung sarili ko to continue with my past job. siguro nga quitting are for losers. well quitting that job loss me about 9k a month but atleast my mind is a little healthier.

hay, problema ba talaga kung wala akong trabaho? ndi naman talaga big deal sya sakin. pero tao lang ako! i have fears. give me some credit from breaking a habit. i think that is my problem. i can easily break from a habit. i can easily stop playing ORPGs as i can easily avoid eating sweets or i can easily avoid spending money. wala naman talaga akong routine. and that's why i don't want to have a job. everything turns into a routine! ayokong maprogram ang buhay ko! i know i'm smart and i should know better, pero eto talaga ako eh! i have a thirst for originality anf uniqueness. i'm a risktaker... still i have to plan my life around the people i love. i can't askthem anything more. enough na yun mga nagawa nila sakin! enough na yung alam ko mahal nila ako! but of course i hope they'll understand me. i'm not perfect, i never want to be perfect. all i want to be is me, a happy me.

no i'm not

shit! this is why i was angry at her so much...




























i identified myself so much of her that it felt like i was reading my own biography.








how did this happened?
i'm not her!


















i don't wanna be her...

for you...

i'm sorry. i guess my heart hasn't fully healed after all. i totally feel guilty not for leaving you but for realising that i don't love you anymore. it feels so painful because i know i failed. i failed at love. after all my good advices to my friends i failed at my own relationship. i didn't cheated yet i feel so desperate. i just really fell out of love. basically i consoled my self by thinking that what i did was still for you. but i guess i was selfish. i couldn't sacrife my life for you anymore. i'm sorry. and i know it's not enough. it's allmost 11 months since i broke up with you yet i haven't forgotten anything. i don't love you anymore yet i still care. but i don't even have the guts to see you. yes i'm a coward. i thought that when i decided to broke it off with you was the bravest thing i did. maybe you don't notice but i hate confrontation. maybe you really don't cause i would always force you to tell me what's wrong. but the break up just meant i quit. i quit at loving you. and it's hard for me to quit. you're not an addiction but the comfort of knowing i won't be physically alone seems tempting. still my heart and mind were so sure that i no longer feel the same about you.

i'm not confuse. i still believe that what i did was right. and i did failed myself. i pretend long enough that i lost myself. the truth behind my move was i'm sicked and tired of knowing that i would be stuck to nothingness. i'm sorry if i'm ambitious or goal oriented. you should have seen it. you know how much belief people put in me. and it didn't help when you put your own pressures on me. i wanted someone who would be there for me when i'm tired saving others. someone who can stand by my side and fight for me. not someone who consumes my energy. i'm burdened yet you seem so oblivious of what you're doing to me. i'm sorry. i no longer love you the same still i thank for the memories and the lessons learned. live well your life. maybe i was just another stranger passing by your life to show you the right way. same goes for you. i'm sorry and thank you again.

Twilight, movie

i'm bored so i'll just read Twilight right now! but i did like the movie, especially the lines. whoever wrote it, sorry didn't feel like researching, did a great job. it made me understand why is there a frenzy about movie.

for the ultra hopeless or hopeful romantics should watch it. the females would love the movie. although i think the boys find it amazing as well. if your looking for something like Blade or Underworld or Queen of the Damned, this isn't it. althought i must say, for a low budgeted film i barely felt it. kudos for cast and crew of Twilight!!

who's laughing now?

why don't i feel sad that i'm a bum? but actually i'm not! may ginagawa naman kasi ako. feeling ko nga ang busy busy ko eh! maybe i'm not earning money out of it! but i'm well compensated with happiness. all things happen for a reason. ayoko talaga kasi ng mga ginawa nyo boss. yes! it was wrong of me to violate the policy and i am still young. but the fact that you violate your own policy and that you give irrational decisions makes you an undesirable boss. you cause too much confusion to your employees. just wait and see, isa isa na silang mababaliw. well unless kapit na sa patalim! haha!! we're not even well compensated. dapat may health card kayo that specialize on mental illness. haha!! i'm not sorry i left the company. in the first place your company was already doubtful. honestly, i don't think you can compete with the others. don't over think it sir. hindi yung kalaban yung gumagawa ng issue about the brand kundi kayo! imahinasyon nyo lang. bat pa kayo pag-aaksayahan nila ng panahon? haha!! masyado kasi kayong feeling! sa totoo lang, i pity you. both of you ah! si boss minamanipulate ni sir, si sir naman masyadong nagmamagaling. you talk about humility but where's yours? kakaawa kayo!

i'm happy i left. it's not worthy wasting time and effort on people you cannot respect.

bum na nga pala ako!!

wow! bum na talaga ako! haha!! wala lang! i came into terms na masaya naman ako! i resigned because i was sicked and tired of pretending! bata pa ako boss!! i have a long way a head of me and pretending isn't part of it! mas gusto ko na malaya ako! and i know easier said than done! pero it's worse if i don't try! i don't mind falling! like taking away my source of income! ok lang! eh sa may maipagmamalaki ako eh! haha!! basta hindi ko na kasi feel kayo. except sa TPG! eh echos kasi kayo! sobrang dami nyong issues sa mga subordinates nyo! nakakabaliw magtrabaho para sa inyo! sana matutunan nyo na tao lang kayo! ang dami nyo pa dapat iimprove! haha!! nakakaawa kayo minsan! for a boss, ewan ko kung may genuine na respect na binigay ang mga empleyado nyo sa inyo!

ingat na lang kayong lahat! una-unahan langyan! good luck sa inyo!!

isang buong araw

huwaw! so lumabas na pala ang bagong MV ng DBSK. kamusta na naman si karibs at prany? haha! puro DBSK na ah! haha!

pusa! ang hirap magtype sa PSP. haha! nangangawit na ako! haha!

low profile muna...

and i won't be active today! as today! i'll keep a low profile here in multiply and plurk. nagpapagood shot lang! and besides binigyan ako ng trabaho so dapat tapusin ko yun. and i also need to find something. alam nyo na guys kung ano yun. wish me luck! haha!!

Yesterday Fun day!

Yesterday, T.O.P.'s birthday celebration was a sure winner aside from the minor set backs! Hahaha!! First we're supposed to meet at 1:00 PM at Mcdo Glorietta! and guess what! Filipino time!! Late for 1 hour! Hahaha!! Love you karibs! Just telling the story of a wonderful day! Hahaha!! So there, I was the one who was expected to be late! It turns out someone else is later than me! Haha!

Let's fast forward a little bit! So we've met the people from Chinoy! They're very accommodating and warm towards us! Although we had doubts at first because we knew we were the new faces and definitely they've bonded already pretty well. But they welcomed us so much! They're very relax and fun!

So we went to Noraebang! According to B3's master translator, norae means music and bang means room. As it turns out, it's a KTV place with the Korean touch to it!! There were the props like maracas and I forgot what's that called but it's a musical instrument as well. Plus in the first room we entered there was even a disco ball! Too bad we have to move to another room as the airconditioning in that one was leaking. But still the feeling was definitely there!

We sang of course none other than Big Bang songs!! Of course there were also other songs! But I must say trying to sing it with the hangul writing is pretty fun! Me and karibs have our copies of lyrics out so we sing along! Haha!! But the winning singer I must say, from the B3, is V's number 1 mommy?!? Hahaha!! She sang Next Day in hangul! Without any hitches! Aside from the moments she laughed. After the singing, we had a game of Q&A, of course about TOP! Hehe!! We pretty much bag all the prices. Haha!

After that we went to eat at an authentic Korean Resto! Not the fancy type! The one you would see at Koreanovelas!! There were appeatizers of different kinds, but mostly spicy! I like their veggie omelete and there sort of veggie pancakes! They're both mild compared to the kimchi and some other preserved veggies that were really covered in red sauce.

Then we went to a Korean bookstore/cafe. It's called OK Book Cafe! There were a lot of books sold and rented! There were also Korean made souvenirs! Plus a lot more stuff for the K-Pop fans!!

Afterwards, we stayed in Starbucks in Columns! We went wild there! Haha!! not caring whoever was there or whatever they could hear. It was a jumble of fun and laughter!

This moment was one of the great times I'll always keep. From the Binondo trip to the CC event and now TOP's Birthday celebration, I'll never forget it!!

So Big Bang, mind you remember to come here in the Philippines! We're part of the Asian Nation as well!!

See you guys later!!

woohoo!! we'll be celebrating TOP's birthday with the VIP PH!! haha! at this korean KTV in Makati Ave. that I still don't know where! nyahaha!! anyways, need to get some rest and prepare! hahaha!! night! night!!

Big Bang at SBS today

Later at 5:20 they'll be at SBS Family Outing? haha!! When I translated using babel fish, it says more like this, "SBS Sunday is good In the afternoon the 05:20 The family floated." Therefore, it was nosebleed! Haha!!

Before you guys even ask why, i'll answer you already.

WALA LANG! LANGO AKO EH!!

I LOVE YOU MA!!

thanks ma! thank you kasi kahit alam kong ndi ka fully approve sa pagiging addicted ko sa mga singkit na artsta eh pinagtanggol mo ako kay kuya! and thank you for understanding my point.

her exact words to my brother,"basta fan ka baduy ka, kahit amerikano pa yan, baduy ka pa rin! ganyan din naman ako kay nora noon noh!"

i love you ma! you don't know how much this means to me na you've come to understand what i feel. don't worry kasi wala akong pake sa mga ganung bashing sa pagiging fan girl ko. ang importante eh naiintindihan mo ako! thank you po tlaaga!!

all i want for Christmas...

is you!! plus yang stuff toy sa tabi mo! KOMPLETO NA CHRISTMAS KO!!

RECORDING ARTIST NA AKO NGAYON!!!

bakit ba ang galing ng isip ko at nakagawa ako ng stiry within that 10 mins short vid! ayan tuloy na overtime yung emulation namin ng presentation! at ayan, magrerecord pa tuloy ako! haha!!

sorry gurlz, ndi nyo ako gaanong makakasama sa pag-aadik dahil nasa recording studio ako! recording my first single! *toink!*

basta ayako mag-over time! potek! 5 mins na lang pala pwede ko na ifile for OT. bwiset kasi gusto ko na umiwi eh! basta! ayaw ko mag-OT ngayon! mag-isa ka!

namumula!!

ndi ako makapag-plurk! winanrningan ako ng HR namin na nakikita daw ni boss! amfness!!

uwi na me!!

weeeeeeeeee!! uwi na ako!!! haha!! another day of boringness is over!! haha!! see yah guys later!!

11:30 na!!

I'll be going to sleep na! My chagi si waiting already! Nyahaha!!


Flying kiss muna sa mga adik yongyong!! haha!! Muawh! Tulog na!!

satin satin lang muna..

oi mga kagandahan!! pahinging picture ng mga gusto nyong lalaki! haha!! ang striaght forward ko noh! pero nakaprivate th! may project lang ako! wag kayo mag-alala in due time malalaman nyo din toh! sa DECEMBER pa nga lang ah! haha!! kung aabot, baka next EB. hehe!! mga kahit tig-3 each! thanks!! send nyo na lang via email or link na lang. either way! haha!! thanks ulit!

sira ulo talaga!!

hay naku! bago ako umalis pusa yan! iyak iyakan ako dito! haha!! bruha talaga ako! ayan buti na lang wala akong make up kundi useless! iyak iyakan talaga ako!! haha!

RanDom LanG!!

pasaway na bata ako! haha!! i'm on call today pero inaatake ako ng hika ko. so there! nagtext ako kay boss but no response. i know he wants me to be expose with this kind of stuff but i'm afraid not now sir. haha!! ginagawa nyo ba akong prodigy? i think the other deserve it. anyways sa kanila naman talaga naka-assign yan. haha!! not to mention masyadong malayo yung utak namin sa isa't isa. they're ok pero i feel the akwardness lalo na kay tut tut. haha!! she's ok pero i can't shake off the feeling na may something. haha!! paranoid? it's an inborn instinct! haha!! so yan! nagpacheck up na lang ako. and my gawd i only have 3 medicines haha pero so expensive naman!! tapos i have a follow up check up on TUESDAY!! noooo!! i'm aiming for a perfect attendance. huhu!! but good thing, our family doctor is the best. so move ng sunday next week ang aking follow up check up. haha!!

OMG! nareformat na computer namin! huhuhu!! wala na yung pinagpuyatan ko for richel and julz. haha!! back to jiro ako ngayon este zero pala!! haha!! adik kasi sila tin, yung zero ginawang jiro, tapos ang twelve naging chuwelve? haha!! tapos ang chuvachung na usapan? haha!! duguan na sya! patawarin na! haha!! pagmamay ari na nya ang trono ng ka-epalan! haha!!

and tonight i'll be out! haha!! it's my high school friend's birthday party! haha!! tomorrow pa talaga yung birthday nya but tonight ang celebration! haha!! i'll try to habol sa mga bang bang grils! baka may session na naman tayo ng kalanguan sa BANG BANG!! haha!!

bat ka na inlove sakin? adik ka ba?

OMG!! bat ganito na naman?? ndi naman ako sweet?? sobrang neutral ko nga eh! ayokong saktan ka pero hindi talaga pwede! bat mo ba naisip yun? ano ba?? kala ko friends na tayo! tapos may drama kang ganya!! manhid ba talaga ako! susme! tulong! baka naman masisante ako ng di oras nyan! oi! bibili pa ako ng plane ticket papuntang HK!!

waaaa!! On call ako sa Sabado!

OMG!! ndi ako pwede mag-adik hanggang madaling araw bukas! may official activity pala kami sa office sa sabado! haha!! kainis naman!! ayan vane! damayan kita! haha!! sabi ko na ma-o-on call ako eh. hay! ok lang naman! kaso kasi ndi man lang maglabas ng official list na kasama pala ako. alam ko naman project namin yun pero sa productions kasi ako noh! kamusta naman yun! malay ko ba jan? haha!! adik! cge na nga!

buti na lang pala ndi rin ako sasama sa overnight nila keisi, kundi paktay na! haha!!

idea for an MV

i think i'm falling for "remember". why? because of the lyrics and the beat. i just realize i wanna shoot a video for this. damn! i had this concept. it would be a guy looking from a far, watching this girl get out of a limo surrounded by body guards. then switch to flash back mode. then back to present. this time the girl is shopping with a guy. all expensive stuff. then group scene singing! haha!! we need that! then back to the guy, flash back running being chase by some police. then girl getting thrown out of her house. then present with the other guy. group singing together again. haha!! then back to the guy, flash back, two of them in a room in the bed. kissing!! then back to the present, in an alley, they bumped each other and look into each other eyes then a baby girl runs to the gurl. haha!! which happens to be his daughter! nyahahaha!!

ayan sinabi nyo kasi unang magiging tatay si GD ah! pero ndi si GD ang napipicture ko sa role na yan. si YB or TOP. haha!! pagnapakinggan nyo yung buong concept ko! haha!! grabe!! naiimagine ko talaga si YB or si TOP, nakahoodie tapos nasa kabilang kalsada lang yung gurl pinapanood nya. frustrated!! Tapos flash back, na nagkukulitan sila sa bus! haha!! Tapos sa labas ng boutique nakatingin sya dun sa girl ulit na binilhan nung guy ng singsing with diamonds. tapos group singing sa alley. dun ko gusto ishoot toh. tapos dapat muka silang gusgusin ng konti. haha!! ndi pwede bright colors!! haha!!! tapos balik tayo dun kay YB or TOP. nakatitig pa rin sya dun sa babae. tapos flash back, tumatakbo sila ni girl, nagnakaw ang mga loko at hinahabol ng mga police, tapos tinaboy si girl sa bahay nila dahil sa ng yari. GROUP singing ulit! so kay YB or TOP sya nakitara. tapos sa loob ng room, nakahiga sila sa kama (don't worry fully clothe scene toh!) tapos may ayos ayos ng hair biglang kiss, kelangan passionately. haha!! kasi crazy in love eh. haha!! tapos balik present time, naharang ni YB or TOP si girl, tapos confrontation. eye to eye contact tapos tatalikod si YB or TOP biglang may darating na batang girl sasabihin "mama" haharap ulit si loko, tapos titigan! group singing ulit! haha!!

pucha! lakas ng imagination ko ngayon! haha!!

ZZzzz.... rest lady rest!

tutulog na ako! haha!! kelangan ko magpagaling! potek sa january tuloy tayo ng seoul! haha!! ngayon naman seoul ang riniresearch haha!! infainess ang mahal din sa seoul ah! haha!!



grabe, wag ka jan matulog! dun tayo. haha!! shet! wala na akong pake sa lahat ng taong naninira sayo. wala nang pakelamanan toh! haha!! basta yun na yun!

everywhere na lang ah!

ano ba toh? nagkaroon yata ako ng radar for koreans simula ng maadik ako sa Big Bang. everywhere na lang ako mapalingon meron. ano ba yan? nagkalat kayo ah! haha!! nakakatuwa lang. kasi before sa trinoma ko lang sila na kikita at yung nakakasabay ko sa mrt tuwing umaga. ngayon naman pati pauwi may nakakasabay na ako. tapos pati sa sm na malapit samin eh meron na din. ang alam ko sa trinoma sila kasi mas malapit sa don antonio yun. dun nga pala yung mga koreano nakatira. ang dami don. haha!! siguro mga 2 o 3 village. haha!! dun pa nga sa BF homes nagtututor yung best friend ko sa mga batang korean eh. hahaha!! ano ba yan?!? haha!! umagang umaga tinatamad na naman akong gawin yung trabaho ko. haha!! adik! work mode na nga ulit! haha!!

SLEEP NA!!

TUTULOG NA TALAGA AKO! NYT NYT GUYS!!
AYAN OH! TUMATAWAG NA SI V. TULOG NA DAW KAMI! ESTE SYA! HAHA!!

maintenance ba?

ako lang ba nakaka-experience nito?? ndi ko maaccess yung mismong site ng pinoyexchnage. omg!! di kaya na block na sya?? hay naku ah! ang arte talaga! haha!!

memo plus moment!

bat sa dami dami ng pwede kong maiwan eh yung cellphone ko pa?!?! adik talaga! ayan tuloy kumakanta ako ng crazy dog sa isip lang. hahaha!! take note part ni YB pa! haha!! namimiss ko na yung kanta nila!! haha!!

need to rest!

tutulog na ako! haha!! papagaling muna ako! love you chagi!



kahit ano pang sabihin nila, mahila kita, maging sino ka man! wow kumanta! haha!!

nosebleed

haha!! pucha! ang galing talaga magtranslate ng babel fish kaso pagkabasa mo..... nosebleed talaga! haha!!

i love babel fish

wahaha!! adik na naman ako kahit na may sakit! haha!! ipatranslate daw ba sa babel fish yung ygbigbang.com. haha!! wala trip ko lang talaga! haha!! hindi ko pa kasi napapascan tong ID ko para makapagpamember na din ako. wahaha!! ayan ah! pinandigan ko na ang pagiging adik ko sa Big Bang. wahaha!!

don't wanna speak

ayoko na. tatahimik na ako. ayoko nang lumebel sa kanila. kahit na masakit bahala na kayo. ewan ko ba naman sa inyo. so kayo lang ang may karapatang mangbash? haha!! di ba kagagahan din yun! so pagkayo yung pinuna masasaktan kayo? pinatunayan nyo lang lahat ng sinabi ko. "normal" define normal in show business? at kelan pa naging sikat ang normal? LOL! nakakainis lang kasi hindi nyo pa rin magets. eto ang tinatawag na makitid ang utak! ang kikitid ng utak nyo!


hay! i pity you, whoever you are. i guess you need this much attention. i wish that one day God will still give me enough patience to deal such ignorant arrogant useless and a waste of space on earth. inggetera!!

SG in a Budget! part 2

10 minutes to go!

syet! 10 minutes to go! aalis na ako dito sa office! haha!! tomguts na ako! text ko na lang kayo maya maya! haha!!

may sakit ata ako =(

bat ganito?? kung kelan ako mag-OOT tsaka pa parang may sakit ako! hindi toh pwede! kelangan ko mag-OT. !@$#@% kaka-inis! ano ba! body don't fail me!!! hayz!!

oi! matulog na tayo vane!

hoy! tama na toh! tulog na! nyt nyt! haha!!


good nyt kiss from u-know! ahahah!!

SG in a budget! part 1 pa lang toh!

Since wala akong magawa, nagresearch na lang ako ng flights papuntang SG. Oh di ba? sabi ko gagawa ako ng budget plan eh. kaso pasensya na ako yung sched na pwede sakin kasi toh pero most likely yung range ng price is ganito din. haha!!

Here are the list:

Cebu Pacific:
Roundtrip (December 18-21)
Departure: Php 5,548.00
Return: Php 15,072.00

Jetstar (this one started around 2006, i found it in Pex actually):
Roundtrip (December 18-21)
Departure: SGD 181.00 converted: Php 5,868.02*
Return: SGD 326.00 converted: Php 10,568.92*

Tiger Airways:
Roundtrip (December 19-22)
Departure: USD 35.71 converted: Php 1,691.23**
Return: SGD 204.10 converted: Php 9,666.18**

* SGD 1 = Php 32.42
** USD 1= Php 47.36

so far tiger airway pa rin yung mas mura. as for the place to stay next time naman. sa thursday siguro kasi busy ako pag wednesday eh. haha!! hope this will be helpful! haha!!

From Bob Ong

kamusta naman! ngayon ko lang ulit naalala si Bob Ong. hanggang ngayon kasi hindi ko pa rin natatapos yung isang libro nya na binili ng ate ko. two years ago sobrang nipis lang nun kung tutuusin baka 3 hours of nonstop reading or less eh tapos ko na sya. ang kaso kasi eh nawala na sa isip ko dahil sa dami ng activities ko nung mga panahon na yun. pero try ko ulit syang hanapin. sana makita ko pa! ahahaha!!

ang dahilan nga pala kung bakit ko sya naalala eh dahil sa email sakin ng officemates ko na mga quotes ni Bob Ong. at isa eto sa mga nagustuhan ko. bakit kamo? naalala ko kayo! alam nyo na kung sino kayo! wahaha!!

"Kung maghihintay ka lang ng lalandi sayo, walang mangyayari sa buhay mo... Dapat lumandi ka rin."

anong title nito?

narinig nyo na siguro yung latin style song ng Big Bang sa Stand Up Album nila di ba? kakarinig ko lang kasi kanina ng mabuti at naloka ako sa boses ni TOP. haha!! malinaw na malinaw na si TOP yung naririnig kong kumakanta. I don't think it was rapping more of a singing talaga yun. haha!! naiimagine ko tuloy syang kumakanta. haha!! ano nga ba title nyan? korean characters kasi nakasulat eh. thanks!!

ano kaya reaction nya??

wala lang suot ko nakasi tong Big Bang lanyard ko eh. ahaha!! ano kaya reaction ni boss? ahaha!! baka biglang interview toh ah! ah basta! ahaha!!
pero curious talaga ko. ahaha!!

may pasok pa nga pala ako!

haha!! tinawag na ako ni ate. sabi ba naman, "hoy lae may pasok ka pa bukas!" wahaha!! sabi ko hindi ako mag-aadik, pero walang nangyari ayan! adik! nandito parin. pero tutulog na talaga ako. at bukas magmememorize ako ng last farewell, english version. yung naiintindihan ko muna bago yung hindi. wahaha!!




hmmm, ang gwapo ni GD, takte sarap na naman ng tulog ko! wahaha!!

I'm so happy!!

A lot of things happened recently! One of is the monthly EB of the FRHFamily Philippines which was all about celebrating Chun's 29th Birthday. Although it was really yesterday, we made the celebration today to accommodate our dear members who are only free on weekends. Once I again I met my second family. Hahaha!! The chitchat never seem to end. We did a lot of catching up since the supposed EB last month was posponed for some understandable reason. Here is a candid shot of the family, the first batch.



For sure the others would post the rest....

Vanessa!! Adik ka! Dapat sumunod ka! May napansin tuloy si Julz sa photobook!! ahaha!!

see you guys later!

excited for later! i'll be seeing you all once again! and before i sleep, one more look.

...sana hindi nakasideview si YB noh! ahaha!!

Ah! Bukas pa! T_T

Damn! I have to wake up earlier than expected for tomorrow. I ordered this package and as it turns out the customs is actually checking out right now. They'll be releasing it today I think but I won't be able to receive it 'cause it will be too late. Awww!! I was so excited for that package. I mean I was really excited. I couldn't even control my happiness just thinking that the package is already here in the Philippines. Oh well!! I'll just have to wait until tomorrow!

Blessings!

It's quite dark outside when I left home on my way here in the office. At first, my thoughts were kind of gloom. It's Chun's birthday and it's cloudy and raining. But then again I remember what people say, rain is blessings. To my beloved Chun, happy happy birthday! You deserve all the blessing you are receiving and more since you really work hard for everything. Congratulations too!! Hope that Butterfly Lover will be a big hit! Happy Birthday! Jia you!!

sleepy eh uwian na nga!

ano ba? onting oras na lang inaantok pa ako! actually minutes na nga lang eh. 13 minutes to be exact! ano ba?!?! hoy gising!!

twin sister??

weeee!! may hinahanap ako ng makita ko toh!! ahaha!!


is this TOP's twin sister? ahaha!! ang ganda nya! susme! panalo eh! may bangs pa yan! wahaha!!

eto sya vane!! eto oh!!

eto sya! yung nasa magazine talaga ang kinuha ko para makita nyo talaga! hindi kasi ako nagagandahan sa kanya. ang ineexpect ko mala-jenny yung dating. yung sa autumn something, basta yung kapartner ni Rain sa Full House. kung sya pa OK lang. kung ako man lalaki crush ko yun eh. wahaha!! pero naman! hmp! yun lang!!

Susme!!! Tukso lumayo ka!

Hindi ko kinaya!! Hahaha!! Naloka ako sa MV ng Number 1. Ano ba yun?!?! Nakakapangtaas ng kilay! Natuwa pa naman ako sakanila. Tapos biglang potek ang daming babae!! Masyadong close!! Too close for comfort na yan!! Lalaki pa naman kayo! Masyadong malapit sa tukso!! Ahaha!!

TIGILTIGILAN NYO KO

syet! hindi ako yung jelly type. kung yung sitwasyon namin ni vane understanding ako eh. tapos biglang may ibang sisingit?? tigilan nya ko ah. baka kalbuhin ko sya! nako!! ano ba!!

ok, talagang nag-init ulo ko dun julz! susme parang nafeel ko na nafeel ni betsy ah! syet! hindi ako selosa! wahaha!! grrr!! basta paki layo lang sakin yang babaeng yan at walang mangyayaring masa! yun lang!!

naloka talaga ako

sino nang nakapanood ng version ni Rain ng Nice and Slow ni Usher?? hanapin nyo sa YT at baka magbago pagtingin nyo kay Rain. wahaha!! rinirespeto ko pa naman sya! wahaha!! medyo naging over naman ata yung performance nya. OK na nga yung voice at diction nya eh naman yung moves nya panira! wahaha!! kasi di ba? alam naman natin yung ibig sabihin nung lyrics, you don't have to use body language! Eh nauna ko pa namang napanood yung version ni Se7en. Ang linis, no need to over act the song. wahaha!! kaya hindi ko na tinapos panoorin at baka tuluyang mawala sa isip ko ang Full House. naku ah! sa susunod wag masyadong makendeng. ahaha!!

at kamusta naman tong isa pa. kilala nyo ba si Lee Hyori? tama ba spelling ng name nya? ahaha!! nagtrip ako at pinanood ko yung MV nya na Go Girl (tama nga ba??) basta parang ganyan yung title. Aba! akala ko si Katrina Halili yung pinapanod ko. wahaha!! as in, yung medyo top view eh talagang hawig nya si Katrina. weird nga eh kasi ang sexy nya, tapos may scene pa na parang pussycat dolls lang ah. wahaha!!

eto nagagawa ng pagpupuyat!! waaaa!! adik!!

coincedence???

i don't know what's going on but i keep having funny moments. not the "oopps" version but funny when your a fangirl!

Just this morning, I thought I was going to be late. Because I was too damn excited to DL Big Bang's new single. So instead of leaving the house around six, I left thirty minutes later. So when I arrived at terminal and rode the FX. Then on it's way to MRT North Station, since it's usually an hour ride, I thought I'd listen to BB's songs while resting my head. I heard A Fool's Tears, one of my favorites. But I realize YB wasn't seeing in Korean. It was English! The funny thing, before it played I thought to myself "May English din kaya toh?" And bam! There it is! Haha! So I can't help but smile on my way to the office.

Then on my way home, I was feeling down due to monthly visit. Ahaha!! And I was craving for ice cream. So I bought this double dutch pint before I rode an FX. I was already half way with my ice cream when I decided to stop because usually in this part of our place a lot of people get out and it so happen i was beside the door. Then I checked my phone and smile. My wallpaper was BB's photo holding ice creams. I take that as a good sign! Ahaha!! We will see each other soon! Damn!! I promise to watch at least one of their concerts!!

And now! Thanks to Julz research, there's an MP3 format of their new single! I can't play the WMA format in my phone and to think that the reason I left home late was so I can listen to it in my phone. Ahaha!! But no matter what I wasn't late and I'm really happy!!

vid! kahit alang sounds!!

gusto ko manood ng vid!! huhu!!
sige kahit walang sounds! wahaha!!
hindi kaya bumgal connection namin??
ang saya talaga pagwala si boss!!
wahaha!! mga pasaway!!

when the CAT is AWAY!! the MOUSE can PLAY!!

wahaha!!! ang saya naman!! umalis sila boss!! woohoo!! my direct supervisor and the GM both went out! ang saya!! and in just a few minutes lunch break na! wahaha!! wala lang masaya lang ako! nyahaha!!

gusto kong umalis...

anong ginagawa ko sa website ng Embassy of Japan in the Philippines?? naku!! mukang matindi ang effect ng "kasama nya japayuki" comment ni vane ah! wahaha!! sold out na yung tickets pero parang gusto ko pa rin pumunta! letch! dami kong gustong puntahan!! ano ba uunahin ko??? naku pati yung bohol trip namin ng ate ko mukang matutuloy. if ever hindi ako makakasama sa SG. ahaha!! pag ganun, sa summer na lang ako. wahaha!! sa HK disneyland! siguro may promotions ang FRH dun. wahaha!! pasaway!! pero dapat magpabook na ako! wahaha!! mga January! wahaha!!




baliw amfness!!

before the holiday is over...

i need to sleep. yup! really need it badly! ahaha!! tomorrow another day of OT. yes OT mode ako ulit! ahaha!! baka kaka-OT ko nito yumaman kagad ako! ahaha!! infairness masarap naman mag-OT kasi nakakapag-multiply ako! ahaha!! cge sleep na talaga ako! masyadong maraming nangyari. hindi ko na maelaborate. basta si GD walang kasama! ahaha!! *vanekasi eh!!*


i mish you!!!! as dorky as it may seem, i still love it! wahaha!! feeling ko magkakasundo kami if ever man maging magkakilala kami! wahaha!! sa susunod kasi pakitandaan naman na kasama ang Pilipinas sa Asia! ano ba? lagi nyo kaming tinatalunan! wahaha!! dito naman kayo mapadpad!! ahaha!!

sleep na talaga ako!!

sAbi ni mo tiganan ko ah!

oh eto si changmin before! weird nga ng look. ahaha!! baka kasi bata pa sya. hindi kasi ako familiar sa DBSK.



Tapos eto na sya ngayon... Haha!! infairness mas cute sya ngayon.





yung under my skin napanood ko na. scared pa rin ako! ahaha!! basta nakakatakot! wahaha!! limang chun eh! wahaha!! quoted from richel yan!! wahaha!!

ICE CREAM BAGO MATULOG!!

hmm... kapagod. kararating ko lang from the office at anong ginawa ko? sinaksak ang computer at pinindot ang power sabay upo sa harap ng monitor at nagtype ng multiply.com. ano ba??? ahaha!! dahil sa kaadikan ko hayan, kung ano ano na naman ang pumapasok sa isip ko! hayz! pagod na talaga ako! nonood lang ako ng isang vid ng Big Bang tapos matutulog ako hanggang 12 pm bukas! wahaha!! over sleep! hurray!! walang pasok! adik mode ulit ako!! ahaha!!

nakakpagod maging fan pero sobrang sulit ng lahat ng challenges. hindi ko rin maintindihan sarili ko eh. ahaha!! minsan gusto ko nang magsawa kaso masaya eh! wahaha!! kahit na napaka-out of this world ng mga ideas ko, actually natin, OK lang! kahit na napakaliit ng chance, OK lang. infairness, pagnagka-apo na tayo eto siguro yung mga moments na ikukwento ko. yung mga panahong naloka ang lola nyo sa lolo nyo! wahaha!! adik pa rin! wahaha!! kasi eh! buti na lang i'm only a year older kar GD! wahaha!! in Korean years naman pareho lang kami edad eh! wahaha!! kaya hintayin mo ko! pupunta din ako jan sa seoul! tatago ako sa luggage ng boss ko pag-uwi nya jan sa december! wahaha!! kaya ko naman ifold katawan ko eh. wahaha!! kasi eh! kasi! sa japan na nga lang! woohoo!! pesteng visa! sana open air na lang din ang seoul at tokyo! huhuhu!! T_T i wanna see Big Bang live!! in the flesh! as infront of me! wahaha!! as in within reach! wahaha!! tama na nga baka kung ano pa masabi ko!! sleep muna me! need to rest my mind!!




PARANG GUSTO KO NG ICE CREAM!!

BIG BANG BOYFRIEND!!

Our Boys were given different situations and below are their answers. Which Big Bang boyfriend would you want in these situations? (my comments on their answers are in black.)

1. When I fall and hurt myself

a. Choi Seung-Hyun, who gives me a piggy back ride to the hospital -> sige sweet yan, although makaluma na! wahaha!!
b. Kwon Ji-Yong, who makes fun of me because I fell -> i would probably have done the same. tapos tawanan to the max hanggang wala na yung pain.
c. Dong Young- Bae, who runs to go buys medication ->naku wrong move! never leave her alone dude!
d. Kang Dae-Sung, who helps me get home-> bahay talaga ang solusyon?
e. Lee Seung-Hyun, who asks if it hurts a lot and blows on the place where it hurts -> very cute actually!

2. When I say I want a name brand item

a. Choi Seung-Hyun, who buys a fake one and says later on, he’ll make it a real one ->funny but very creative
b. Kwon Ji-Yong, who pretends not to listen but buys it for me later -> very romantic, he likes to surprise people talaga. he'd do big things for the person he loves!!
c. Dong Young-Bae, who promises to buy me one once he makes more money -> aba masyadong under naman tong si YB
d. Kang Dae-Sung, who keeps saying not to buy expensive things -> practical naman ang tamang term!!
e. Lee Seung-Hyun, who keeps asking if he can buy me something else -> at least honest sya na hindi ka maiinis. wahaha!!

3. While watching a horror movie

a. Choi Seung-Hyun, who protects me -> if this is ah hug, manyakers din! wahaha!!
b. Kwon Ji-Yong, who quietly covers my eyes-> wahaha!! magtitigan na lang kami!! ahaha!!
c. Dong Young-Bae, who comforts me by saying there’s nothing to be scared of -> ahaha!! as if naman this would work! parang sagot ni YB pangkapatid o tatay. ahaha!!
d. Kang Dae-Sung, who holds my hand tightly-> ay infairness that works! dapat with matching eye to eye contact sabay smile!
e. Lee Seung-Hyun, who screams even before i scream -> ahaha!! tawa siguro kami ng tawa paglabas! ahaha!!

4. When my voice crack while singing

a. Choi Seung-Hyun, who pinches my cheek and says i’m cute -> palusot lang yan, pero the pinch would be painful! wahaha!!
b. Kwon Ji-Yong, who laughs at me -> i'll probably do the same, asaran kami! wahaha!! medyo mean din kasi ako sa mga nagiging BF ko. wahaha!! pucha made in heaven kami ah!
c. Dong Young-Bae, who gets even more embarrassed than me -> ano ba yan?? hidni proud! kahit walang dapat ika-proud. tsk! tsk!
d. Kang Dae-Sung, who pretends he didn’t hear it -> eto ang patay malisya!
e. Lee Seung-Hyun, who makes fun of me by imitating me -> i have to agree that this is cuteness!!

5. When his friend says he likes me

a. Choi Seung-Hyun, who says what are you trying to do and breaks ties with his friend -> super naman mag-isip toh. break ties kagad eh!
b. Kwon Ji-Yong, who goes up and punches his friend -> i'll definitely scold him. wahaha!! medyo masyadong irrational! wahaha!! i'll balance him!
c. Dong Young-Bae, who talks it out with his friend-> infairness tama sagot ni YB ngayon!
d. Kang Dae-Sung, who says he will introduce another girl to his friend -> tama! sometimes you have to try a different move din!
e. Lee Seung-Hyun, who stops talking to his friend -> parang same move lang din ni TOP toh eh! reneword lang!

6. When I’m mad at my boyfriend

a. Choi Seung-Hyun, who starts a serious talk by asking me if I’m mad -> well right move!
b. Kwon Ji-Yong, who says I’m sorry and says don’t be mad-> ahaha!! alam kagad na may mali sya! kasi i won't be mad for no reason at all!! ahaha!!
c. Dong Young-Bae, who sings to me -> sige daanin sa talent. ahaha!!
d. Dae-Sung, who makes me laugh-> naku it depends! kasi kung galit talaga hindi mo madadaan sa ganyan!
e. Lee Seung-Hyun, who does cute stuff around me -> pacute! same with dae dae, it depends

7. When my boyfriend meets my friends

a. Choi Seung-Hyun, who compliments me in front of my friends -> SUPER SIPSIP
b. Kwon Ji-Yong, who asks my friends to watch over our relationship -> love this, kasi he is asking for my friends blessings eh i put my friends first before BF. ahaha!!
c. Dong Young-Bae, who makes me feel good by complimenting my friends
d. Kang Dae-Sung, who makes my friends comfortable as if they were his friends -> gandang sagot! clap clap!
e. Lee Seung-Hyun, who asks my friends to consider him-> ahaha!! asks for blessings din, good boy!

8. On my birthday

a. Choi Seung-Hyun, who takes me some place expensive -> ahaha!! very romantic
b. Kwon Ji-Yong, who treats me better than other days-> haha!! i wonder how does he do it??
c. Dong Young-Bae, who makes me a special present-> oi hand made? very sweet
d. Kang Dae-Sung, who sings to me on a stage at a restaurant-> eh pamatay naman yang boses mo eh. wahaha!! talagang romantic yan!
e. Lee Seung-Hyun, who says happy birthday all day long cheerfully-> ahaha!! kuripot!! wahahaha!!

9. When we kiss

a. Choi Seung-Hyun, who hugs me tight first -> pwede na!
b. Kwon Ji-Yong, who just does it ->ahahaha!! yeah! wala nang paligoy ligoy pa! be honest with what you feel!
c. Dong Young-Bae, who asks first -> ahaha!! mahiyain talaga! parang naniniwala na ako na NGSB sya ah!
d. Kang Dae-Sung, who becomes awkward first-> ahaha!! mostly naman ganito eh!
e. Lee Seung-Hyun, who asks if I can give him a kiss on the cheek and turns his head when I’m about to kiss his cheeks -> ang cute! wahahaha!! baka himatayin si richel!!

10. When it’s raining and we only have one umbrella

a. Choi Seung-Hyun, who shares the umbrella but he ends up getting wet -> sa tangkad nya malamang mababasa parin sya!
b. Kwon Ji-Yong, who holds me really tight so both of us don’t get wet -> i love it. he would want me closer to him! wahaha!!
c. Dong Young-Bae, who give me the umbrella and he walks under the rain -> susme naman toh, paawa effect!
d. Kang Dae-Sung, who tells me to wait and go gets another umbrella-> ahaha!! masyadong practical tong si dae dae
e. Lee Seung-Hyun, who just tosses the umbrella and have both of us to walk in the rain -> super ok sana kung biglaan talaga! gandang moment, tpos kiss in the rain! para kay richel!! ahaha!!

11. When I say I want to break up

a. Choi Seung-Hyun, who lets me go, saying he’s sorry he didn’t do much for me ->gandang answer! ahaha!!
b. Kwon Ji-Yong, who is dumbfounded and says he never thought I would break off-> ahaha!! typical naman yan tsong! ahaha!!
c. Dong Young-Bae, who asks if he can hug me one last time -> sweet nito baka hindi mo na mabitawan! ahaha!!
d. Kang Dae-Sung, who says farewell and lets me go, crying -> baka mairita naman ako! ahaha!!
e. Lee Seung-Hyun, who clings and anxiously asks why I’m acting like this suddenly -> nice one! pagginawa toh kay richel naku hindi nasya makikipagbreak! ay wala nang break! wahaha!!

12. When we go to the amusement park

a. Choi Seung-Hyun, who suggests to ride what I want to ride -> good answer
b. Kwon Ji-Yong, who suggests to go to the haunted house first -> haha!! i wonder why! sa tunnel na lang tayo!! wahaha!!
c. Dong Young-Bae, who takes lots of pictures-> ano toh camhore??
d. Kang Dae-Sung, who eats this and that-> infairness food trip! yum!!
e. Lee Seung-Hyun, who forcefully takes me to scary rides -> ahaha!! you don't have to force richel! ahaha!!

13. When he is paying at a restaurant but has no money

a. Choi Seung-Hyun, who is sorry but asks if I could pay for now -> i'm considerate kaya ok lang. sana lang maydala din akong pera ah!
b. Kwon Ji-Yong, who grabs my hand and runs -> napakamovie like naman! wahaha!! pasaway talaga! ahaha!
c. Dong Young-Bae, who has them keep his belonging until he can pay -> ahaha!! sige ibigay mo pati damit mo, tignan ko lang kung hindi matuwa mga tao.
d. Kang Dae-Sung, who calls his friend to bring some money -> haha! ang pratical talaga ni dae dae
e. Lee Seung-Hyun, who is anxious and doesn’t know what to do -> medyo bata pa nga! nagpapanic kagad!

14. When I talk to another guy

a. Choi Seung-Hyun, who thinks it’s no big deal -> i'll give you points for that!
b. Kwon Ji-Yong, who tells me not to talk to other guys -> ahaha!! eh sa maganda yung GF eh! wahaha!! wala kokontra!
c. Dong Young-Bae, who can’t say anything but actually bothers him -> no silent treatment. sasabog ka lang pre!
d. Kang Dae-Sung, who is curious and sneakingly wedges in the conversation -> ahaha!! oo nga chismoso!
e. Lee Seung-Hyun, who later asks what we talked about-> straight tanong nalang diretso eh! wahaha!!

15. When he can’t reach me through the phone

a. Choi Seung-Hyun, who says he’s worried -> quite sweet!
b. Kwon Ji-Yong, who comes to my house right away -> wow! kakakilig naman yun! ahaha!!
c. Dong Young-Bae, who lets it by, thinking something must have happened-> medyo weird kalako concerned ka? wahaha!!
d. Kang Dae-Sung, who calls until I pick up-> eh pano kung hindi parin? tsk tsk! tamas!
e. Lee Seung-Hyun, who gets mad because I didn’t pick up -> ahaha!! medyo childish pa!

16. When I tell him I love him

a. Choi Seung-Hyun, who whispers in my ear that he loves me -> ahaha!! mahiyain! ayaw ipagsigawan!
b. Kwon Ji-Yong, who kisses me -> action speaks louder than words! yun lang!
c. Dong Young-Bae, who hugs me without saying a word -> pwede na! parang nanalo sa lotto noh!
d. Kang Dae-Sung, who smiles, embarrassed -> ahaha!! wakwents!
e. Lee Seung-Hyun, who hugs me tightly, saying he loves me too-> pwede na!

17. When we’re shopping

a. Choi Seung-Hyun, who says it’s boring and wants to go home already -> ahaha!! ordinary!
b. Kwon Ji-Yong, who picks out clothes for me-> saya toh! ikutin natin yung buong mall!! ahaha!!
c. Dong Young-Bae, who does everything I want to do-> under ka ba talaga dude??
d. Kang Dae-Sung, who impatiently follows me around-> umuwi ka na lang!!
e. Lee Seung-Hyun, who enjoys shopping more than I do -> haha!! ay enjoy toh! lalo na for a shopaholic like me! wahaha!!

18. When I act cutely (like a kid)

a. Choi Seung-Hyun, who thinks I’m cute and hugs me-> older brother?
b. Kwon Ji-Yong, who says I’m not doing it right and shows an example -> laugh trip talaga!!
c. Dong Young-Bae, who tells me to do that everyday-> ano ko comedian??
d. Kang Dae-Sung, who just laughs-> wakwents!
e. Lee Seung-Hyun, who copies me-> ahaha!! laugh trip din!

19. When we get held up by a gang

a. Choi Seung-Hyun, who fights them -> sige kung kaya mo ah!
b. Kwon Ji-Yong, who grabs my hand and runs -> pratical answer! ayoko din namang masaktan ka! wahaha!!
c. Dong Young-Bae, who makes an effort to clear things out -> wala nang effect yan!!
d. Kang Dae-Sung, who calls the cops-> malamang paktay na yun gurl! oh dinala na kung saan!! naku! ano ka ba?

e. Lee Seung-Hyun, who leaves me and runs away -> OMG!!

TRANSLATION CREDIT: 1tymforyomind and bigbangnyuh @SOOMPI

BASTA SAKIN KILALA NYO NA! AHAHA!!

tuloy ba kayo SG??

mga bruha!! tuloy ba kayo?? ano sasakyan nyo??? i mean anong airlines ah! tiger airways ba o PAL? s kasi mukang hindi naman kami tuloy ng ate ko sa bohol baka sa inyo na lang ako sumama! wahaha!! balitaan nyo naman ako! cge na please!! bigyan nyo naman ako info!! hehe!! thank you!!

OT Mode

haha!! it's time i finish my work! dami ko pang pending reports nakelangan tapusin. although sisilip-silip ako dito sa multiply. pero kahit OL yung status ko baka hindi ako gaanong makapagparticipate dahil alang headset dito. makanood man ako ng vid, silent naman. wahaha!! adik! mag-OOT ako ngayon at tom. sana hindi ako mabigla! wahaha!! sana hindi ako mabore! wahaha!!

Achieving Happiness

Have you ever been ask "are you happy?" Me? Countless times! And every time I answered yes, it's always because of a different reason. It's kind of funny from an outsider's point of view but once you know the person you'll definitely know why.

I read this short sort of quotes from my mail.

"The happiest people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the best of everything they have."

Isn't that right? Do you remember when someone says, "Ang babaw naman ng kaligayahan mo!" Do you get pissed of? Or maybe be embarrassed?? Don't be! We definitely have the right to be happy with what ever we have. Whether it's a new shirt you bought for 50 pesos or a new toy that cost you your salary or a new found hobby like watching YB's Pray MV, it's all up to you.

Don't let anyone tell you what to do because you are the only one who can make yourself happy. Remember what Chun wrote in his blog, "Happiness is the journey not the destination." You see, if you have dreams you want to achieve, it's not the moment you achieved them that you will remember the most but the hardship you went through to get them and realizing how strong you are in the end.

Just do it now! No more fearing that others won't accept you. It starts with accepting yourself first!

True Love...

True love is neither physical, nor romantic.

True love is an acceptance of all that is, has been, will be, and will not be.

Do I need to explain further???

make the first move

I'm definitely confuse. One moment I was in an emo mode, next thing I know I'm smiling. I need to get my head check. Ahaha!! By the way, I really am concerned with myself. I'm not being vain. What I meant was I kept seeing this old man by the Buendia MRT Station and I feel bad everytime I see him. Why? Because he would sit a the cold flooring wearing tattered clothes beging for alms. It's been a while now. I guess ever since I started riding to and from Buendia station. So I decided to do a little project for him. My own only. Well I started with giving him some money awhile ago. Actually I don't like doing that because that just nurtures lazyness, but seeing that it is an old man already. That made me lighter some how. I always burden myself with these kinds of thoughts. Last time I saw a mother and child with hydro something, can't remember the sickness. I looked but I moved away. In the end the jeepney I was riding got flat tire. Haha!! If your bothered, just do it! Don't wait for anything to happen. Make the first move!

Now, in case you haven't notice, this has been my first post without mentioning BB since i can't remember when! Hahaha!! I guess they don't occupied the whole of my mind! Wahaha!!

am I?

hmm.. am i? am i addicted?? hope not much! but if ever then, congrats! your the first, well actually nth guyz i fell in love with! ahaha!! need to work hard for you guys! fighting!! ahaha!!!

i can't breathe

why? why oh why?? YB you don't need to show your damn hotness!! my gawd we already know it! you better stop it or it's drool fest for all the ladies out there. ahaha!!

Tae Yang's Pray MV makes you wanna pray you fly! Fly to Seoul right now! Was it just me did his chiseled body got even firmer and bigger?? hmp! Those six packs should be illegal!! wahaha!! Ok, may be not illegal but strictly for VIPs only! nyahaha!! just kidding again!

I wonder, will i ver stop watching it?? hahaha!!

sino ba sya??? wag na sya!!!

sino ba si J? naiinis ako! ikaw yung sumulat ng this love pero bat sinama mo pa si J? ayaw mo ng L? parang J din naman baliktad nga lang! ahaha!! nabaliw na naman ako! kainis kasi eh! pinakinggan ko ulit yung this love at ayun narinig ko nga! sabog ah! talagang huminto ako habang nakikinig ako!

huhuhu!! yung isa nga may ahsa este alam nyo na yun! wahaha!! buti na lang wala na yan si J. hindi ako makakapayag na masaktan ka pang ulit! wahaha!! hintayin mo kasi ako! para hindi ka na nag-oover acting jan sa shooting! ahaha!! isipin mo na lang ako pagginawan nyo ng MV yung "Lady" ah! wahaha!!

PS: ang mang-aasar pangit! wahaha!!

GD's turn!

I have to comment on GDragon's story. It wasn't as complete as YB's but still very inspiring. It reminds me when I get frustrated and sometimes I tend to let it out on innocent people. Must be really frustrating to take such responsibility. He's mom was such a nice person. She was very thoughtful and kind to all the boys. And she said something to GD that is definitely true! Sometimes when we are not in a good mood we tend to cause others unhappiness too. For whatever cause us sadness we must learn to keep on smiling! So GD keep on smiling!!! It was really nice when he gathered all the members and they did harmonize. It was a victory not only for Big Bang but for all the fans out there! Aja G-Dragon!! Fighting!!

qoutes

I'm through watching the YBGD's tribute vid. It was fun watching it. And the quotes were very memorable. One of those that I really love is,

"It is one of the blessings of old friends that you can afford to be stupid with them."

-Ralph Waldo Emerson

Ha! It is so true. My frhfamily definitely proved this!

Before I go to sleep..

I've finally watch YB's My Story. It was very touching. I didn't knew he used to clean the studio. He's only 13, yet he would do such sacrifices for his dreams. A guy like that is definitely incredible.

YB, you deserve the blessings you have received. Not only have you work so hard but you have it. You have the "innate talent" you seem to doubt a lot. Just believe in yourself. No need to please everyone. Do what makes you happy! Good luck! Aja!!

Success!!

Yehey!! Success ang pagconvert ko ng video ng Big Bang! Napeplay ko na sya sa cellphone ko! Weeee!! If you want it guyz, just tell me! Marunong naman ako magshare! Wahaha!! Thanks to all my sources! Weee!! You know who you are! Ahaha!!

Na Sobrahan!!

"Hoy lae! 5:30 na! Gising na! Kala ko ba maaga ka?!"

"Ha? Hindi nag-alarm phone ko!" Tayo bigla sabay kuha ng towel. Tapos takbo pababa, ligo!

Ayan! Ayan ang kagagawan ng paghingi ko ng Big Bang songs! Wahaha!! Kung nabasa nyo yung previous entry ko, sabi ko pahinging "Next Day" ni Seung Ri at "A Fool's Tear" kasi masarap pakinggan pagmatutulog na ako. At ayun pinakinggan ko nga! Ang problema nasobrahan naman ako sa sarap ng tulog at late na ako nagising. Na low bat na pala yung phone ko sa kaka-alarm! Ng tokwa yan oh! Hehehe!! Pero kahit papano masaya pa rin ako! Wahaha!!!

No More Complaining

Hmmm... Another one from my crazy mind. I've been wanting to put this one up but I've been busy with a lot of stuffs lately and right now as now is the only time I remembered it.

No more complaining. You read that right. I'm avoiding complaining! I don't want to complain no more. As much as possible I won't complain about anything. OK! I realized that complaining doesn't do anything good for anybody. Mostly, what it does is create an even bigger problem. It provokes issues and difference. It creates chaos, especially for those commuters in MRT. wahaha!! I told myself I won't talk about it anymore but maybe I need to share it with you guys.

I love MRT. But I partially don't like the commuters. I don't need to describe who you are. You know what you do when you're there. And that's exactly my point. You already know that it can get messy when your ride the MRT during the rush hour. It's like war out there! And yet you still complain. Look, if you don't want to be hit by strangers I suggest you find another way of travelling because the MRT are only for those with guts. As in guts to get stress out by others. Although it hurts, you can't complain. Everday, that's the course life there. Unless you can change them then I'll support you. But since you can't stop complaining. It's already noisy and hot inside, we don't need an additional noise pollution. Again if you can't take it then back out. Simple as that!

Need Help!!

Sinong merong mp3 ng song ni Seung Ri na "Next Day"?? Pahinge naman!! Tsaka pati na lyrics!! Wahaha!! Gusto ko mapakinggan yun ng walang babaeng nagtitilian. Wahaha!! Yung copy ko kasi galing sa concert nila! Eh trip kong pampamtulog yan! Sarap kasi ng sounds kahit hindi ko naiintindihan yung kanta! Pati na rin yung "A Fool's Tear" nila!! Thank you!! Muawh!

wala akong maisip na title...

It's really hard not to accept this feeling.
Even if people will judge its authenticity.
I just can't keep it any longer.
It's breaking me over and over again

How do I make this a reality?
Should I cross the ocean?
Would it be worthy?
Why do I doubt this?

I know it's real.
But what about you?
I know it'll break my heart.
Either way I'm already broken inside.

Is it this hard?
Why so complicated?
Can't things be simple?
Too much to take.

I am happy to see you
Yet I longer for something else.
I wish it would stop.
So I could let you go.


~Sinong nagtype nito?? Naku napossess ako!! ~

wish ko lang!

나는 당신을 보는 것을 바란다.
나는 당신 인 것을 바란다.
당신이 나의 소원을 전부 수여하는 경우에! 사랑해요!!

wala na pong kokontra! from the bottom of my heart yan!

eto yung tinutukoy ko...

eto yung dahilan bat sya natawag na totoy ng officemate ko. wahaha!! muka bang totoy yan?? of course! eh ang cute cute nya jan oh! it's like i want two, i mean both. kasi i want the teddy bear and HIM! grabe ang gwapo kahit hindi kita yung buong face nya! grabe! i wanna hug him!! wallpaper ng phone ko toh!

Totoy ba??

Hmmm... I don't care! Muka ka daw totoy?? Naku! Angelic face ka lang talaga! Siguro kaya you decided to get that do so you could be identified with the bad boy persona! Eh kaso magsmile ka lang wala na! Back to being cute and boy-next-door look ka! Ahaha!!

Di bale, whatever hair styles you do I still love you! Hahaha!! Ang kulit noh?!?